I have had many struggles in my life but especially in the past year. I have cried at night and no one knew. I sometimes cried with my mom by my side but I didn't want her to know that I was hurting that much. I often pretended like nothing's wrong but I think she could see straight through me. Bullying has made a big set back in my life, it started when I was in kindergarten and never really stopped. I kind of ignored people when I sawnthem talking behind my back and I pretended like it doesn't bother me but inside my soul is hurt.
One of my friends is also one of the bully's friends and tells me some of the things they say about me, and some of the names they call me. I just smile a laugh like I don't care but I a really hurt by their words. This year I have been trying to get closer to Jesus Christ by reading my bible every night and praying all day. By learning more about my God I can love him like I should. I can't say that the bullying stopped or that it doesn't hurt me any more, but it's easier. With God by my side I have the strength to move on and forgive. I now can tell my mom everything that I'm feeling and can talk freely. Now I still cry but I'm not alone anymore I only cry when I have my mom to listen. I wanted to thank my mom for always being there for me to cry on and make me feel better. :)
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