Sunday, July 28, 2013

Someone's story


It feels like I'm drowning. I can't swim because my hands and feet are bound and they are bound together so that I am forced into a ball. The thing about drowning is that you can't do anything. If you scream then you will lose precious air but if you don't try then no one will ever know. While I sink slowly to the bottom of the ocean I am still holding my breath when I notice a small fish watching me. This fish doesn't do anything because he doesn't know. After I'm almost completely gone I see more fish watching my sink. The reason that these fish don't do anything is because they can swim and they don't know how it feels to drown. 
  The fish are people and the person drowning is me. No one knows because they haven't felt this pain, my pain. 
I am going to advise you to reach out a hand to someone that you think might be drowning, before its to late.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

Piano with Arianna.



Hanging out with one of the best sisters is in the world.

A couple weeks ago my grandma went in for a hip surgery. She can't drive for another few weeks and needs some help at home. Today my mom went over today and took my bother and my youngest sister with her. I didn't want to go so I stayed home with my other sister. I made lunch for the both of us and then we headed up stairs to watch a movie. About half way through the show I fell asleep. My sister Arianna was so sweet she covered me in a blanket, turned off the TV and quietly went down stairs. About ten minutes later I woke up and came down to find her playing a beautiful song on the piano. I love watching her play her games and goof around. So thanks Arianna for being such a GREAT little sister for me. 😘

Monday, January 21, 2013

Bullying might not stop but it can be easier!

I have had many struggles in my life but especially in the past year. I have cried at night and no one knew. I sometimes cried with my mom by my side but I didn't want her to know that I was hurting that much. I often pretended like nothing's wrong but I think she could see straight through me. Bullying has made a big set back in my life, it started when I was in kindergarten and never really stopped. I kind of ignored people when I sawnthem talking behind my back and I pretended like it doesn't bother me but inside my soul is hurt.
One of my friends is also one of the bully's friends and tells me some of the things they say about me, and some of the names they call me. I just smile a laugh like I don't care but I a really hurt by their words. This year I have been trying to get closer to Jesus Christ by reading my bible every night and praying all day. By learning more about my God I can love him like I should. I can't say that the bullying stopped or that it doesn't hurt me any more, but it's easier. With God by my side I have the strength to move on and forgive. I now can tell my mom everything that I'm feeling and can talk freely. Now I still cry but I'm not alone anymore I only cry when I have my mom to listen. I wanted to thank my mom for always being there for me to cry on and make me feel better. :)

Just Starting Out

My mom suggested I start a blog to write down things that I'm thinking about. So here goes!
Let me tell you a bit about myself. To start my name is Andrea. I'm twelve years old and am homeschooled. I'm technically in grade seven but all my core subjects are grade eight. My passion is singing. I am a potterhead all the way. I prefer watching movies then reading books but I'm also not against reading. My dream is to become popular and a famous singer I want the world to see my talent. I love running outside with my two really good friends Kaiden and Hayden, and always look forward to Friday nights when I get to hang out with one of my best friends Tieghan.
Well there you have it. Now you know a little bit about me.